Composer, percussionist, artist, self-backing choir.
Half of Two Meeps
Third of Rakoczy
Quarter of Those Fucking Snowflakes
For commission or session work inquiries, HMU at mail@troisnyx.co.uk
Age 33, she/they
Choir Director
Lancashire, UK
Joined on 6/26/11
Hey, if it helps any, your music is amazing. Keep it up. (But who am I to say anything, I couldn't hum a tune to save my life, let alone sing. Composing is so much higher I can't comprehend it) I'm glad to have run across your music. There are many good people, we just don't tend to speak up as much as we should. So please, continue helping people, who knows when you may be helping an angel?
I look forward to anything you create. Continue being mindblowing.
I thank you for encouraging me. <3
In NGADM you do not need to win for your ideas to spread, the simple fact that you reached final four is more than enough to reach a lot of ears and prove that emotion is a very important component of a song.
I feel sorry that those things are happening to you but you will prevail and who knows it might give you inspiration to write new emotional songs at which you are one of the best around here.
Keep your head up :D
I will. <3
Well, all things must come to an end at some point. You gave your best in...just about everything, from what I've noticed. Don't see this as a failure, or a setback.
It's just a small test from God to see if your faith holds. And as far as I've seen, you're doing great at it.
Thank you, Danial. At any cost I would not want to lose faith.
Well, during an incredibly hectic week you wrote a song that waterflame could only dream of.
And you got to the final 4 of the NGADM (!!!). Look at all your critics. Did they make it to the final 4 of NGADM? No? OK, you can probably ignore them.
Keep being ambitious and ignore all the haters.
I'll do my best. I know there are people who would have made it (Bosa and Samulis being very strong cases in point), but that I did has made all the difference. Time to hold my head high.
Krichotomy
The most frightening thing is realizing how fragile human mind/will/emotions are. The times I go through things such as what you mention here are the times I come to see how "lacking" my own self is and feel the need for some greater purpose than "live a good life and leave a legacy", some greater existence than humanity.
The pain hurts, I know. But I am glad for the lessons pain teaches me, even if it drowns me first.
Over time it'll wash away, again. And maybe you'll be stronger than you were before.
Troisnyx
"Greater existence than (bare) humanity" is right -- I've always held, in my heart, life everlasting. But although we've got to lift our crosses to be able to merit a place up there, I really cannot take it when my back is broken in the process.
At any rate, I thank God that I was able to pray and sleep well last night, and remember that there were people up there praying for me.