and also is there reason why you were beaten by your parents?
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They used any justification, even the most meagre. It was 'expected' of them, but why they did it with such hatred and willingness is probably the question I ought to ask.
Just move on from your past, it's for the best.
And quite frankly, I would be the hell out of PTSD if I could.
Good luck on the future with Sean!
Happily moving on, even if the process is a long and painful exorcism. Thank you for the well-wishes!
Maybe you feel yourself as weak, but you are strong enough to not succumb to those thoughts. You are strong enough to look into the future and leave past behind, even if it's trying to survive in your nightmares. You are strong enough to create beautiful music and speaking about yourself openly and honestly wich DOES require strengh. I'm sure you'll find what you want to achieve and your nightmares willade away as your body and mind will recover. And I wish that'll happen ASAP. Just be sure - there'll be a morning when you'll wake up and realize there were no nightmares, and there'll never be.
I hope you will find the strength to overcome your PTSD Troisnyx. There may be moments where the past catches up, but with your own strength and the help of your loved one's you can overcome it again eventually. You can't let your past demons to win against you and the people you care about. I wish you all the best.
I am fortunate that I rarely dream of the physical and sexual abuse that happened to me, but I have awful panic attacks and dreadful anxiety. I've been trying to back read your newsblogs to catch up.
I hope you feel better and find peace. I am glad you have so many people who love and support you now. I look forward to seeing so many good things from you!
Kieran
i hope you are able to move on past all the horror of the past and have a wonderful future with sean