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Troisnyx
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Annette Walker @Troisnyx

Age 33, she/they

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Lancashire, UK

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Where I'm at creatively and mentally

Posted by Troisnyx - June 17th, 2020


These past few weeks have seen me regressing, with many traumatic memories of my childhood and adolescence rushing back to the surface -- I'd been in a dark place for a while, but now especially, I am not out of that dark place.


I'd announced, prior to the explosion of the world's events, that I was going to release dream ship as my next solo track. Technically it's not a solo track -- it's a collaboration, as I am working with a friend who is substituting all the instrumentation I have used in the production of said track for better instrumentation, but the composition and voices are my own. Quite frankly, everyone I know is in an abysmal mental place.


I've not said anything about the current events, feeling like very many of my friends -- feeling we need to give space to allow grieving voices to be heard loudest. And I think that should continue.


As my collaborating friend and I are still not in the headspace to finish up dream ship, I'll be posting other tracks in the meantime while we take the time we need to finish up that track.


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Take your time. No need to rush it.

Traumatic childhoold memories? Well, hello. I've been through a similar phase in life and I know how much it can hurt. :(

Take care of yourself. Everything will happen on it's own timeline. Mental health is more important.

Our individual Dark Night of The Soul happens right before breakthroughs

I'm hopeful that mine is somehow imminent... it's been the long dark night of the soul and it seems to not want to end. I worry.

A butterfly needs to struggle to break out of its cocoon to develop the wing strength. If we break the cocoon for it, it will be unable to fly and die.

Just know you'll get there :) It'll happen when its time. I was in mine for 3 years

Sad to hear. I'm still in your Discord server if you ever need anyone to talk to :)

Thank you ♥️

I was in a dark place recently. Wondering where I am in life. I've recently been the happiest I have been in a long time. Then again counsel from my best friend helped out a lot. I am sorry that you have yet to climb out of the dark. The only thing we can do is shine a light around you to let you know that you are not and you will never be alone. Take all the time you need. One thing I learned when I was getting out of the dark was that Newgrounds and the community, will always be here.

One thing I absolutely know for certain. Is that you are here. That is truly a most fortunate thing indeed.

Thanks for helping shine a light on me. ♥️

Hit me up anytime you want to vent or just chat. I'll be around for the foreseeable. Never give up!

Are you on Discord?

I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time right now, experiencing memories of traumatic events and feeling that you're in a dark place. If and when you're ready to post your art, I think you will find a community here that's happy to see/hear it, and wishing you well. Take care of yourself.

I shall. ♥️

you got this dude~ Shitty shit will continually shit, but that shit is a great producer of art. I hope you are able to work through the sludge of the past, its a terrible amount of work but it is possible. No need to push yourself to finish a piece, it will happen when it needs to, for now, do good for you~

I'll do my best to work through this, but I imagine I'll need a lot of time to just recuperate.

take all the time you need, i really hope you feel better soon <3 you rock!

Thank you ♥️

I...am sorry about that. You know, my childhood is technically still present, i still live in it, but i also gone through some things that nearly consumed me.

You know, the hill, as a symbol, means a lot to me. It shows the falls, and the climbs of life, that everybody has to go through.

I believe in you a lot, you may not feel good atm, but remember that the longer and lower you fall, the longer and higher you will climb.

And, if you need help climbing,im always here.