Entry #108

To put my situation into perspective...

2013-11-15 03:54:14 by Troisnyx

...I am fighting an intense battle for my future, my dreams, my life and my liberty. Basically, who I am as a person is at stake; my freedoms are at stake.

I cannot explain the full circumstances on this post but I have already explained it to a few of you (you know who you are). Please, spare some thoughts and prayers for me and all who are helping me out during this time -- and for this situation.


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2013-11-15 06:15:15

I wish I could help, Trois. The last couple of posts have been rather bleak. :/

I keep you in my thoughts daily, though, as well as the revisiting of your songs/tracks. If that helps you in some way, then I am happy. :)
God willing, everything will come together soon. If there's anything else on sale, too (I think I've bought/downloaded everything, haha), then I'll gladly check it out.
Take care.


2013-11-15 09:25:43

Matthew 17:20
He replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

Troisnyx responds:

You know.... today at Adoration I had the same sort of awakening. Even though I was afraid, there was peace inside -- not only was God going to help me in holiness, He was going to fight and win this battle for me. The fear comes in because this is a battle where I don't know what to do or say, what it takes...

But perhaps this is the kind of battle where I ought not to prepare anything, and let the Spirit move instead.


2013-11-15 10:46:03

Whatever you do, just don't give up. Sometime things tend to block what you really want to do. Just be patient and clean the way before moving on. If you need help anything, just say it out, :) NG can't lose someone great like you.

(Updated ) Troisnyx responds:

The fight I've got ahead of me will determine how free I am to write, sing, proselytise and call out various injustices. Just putting that into perspective. If you'd like to know more, please PM me. I'll explain as much as I know how.

It scares me to death, sometimes, just the thought of it...


2013-11-15 10:50:23

mmm ... is very serious about this, but do not worry.
I am with you in this fight, and all others who approach you! :D ;)

Troisnyx responds:

I'm going to have to present my case to a particular authority pretty soon. I certainly hope that they, too, will be with me in this fight...


2013-11-15 19:06:35

Keep up your strength and you'll pull through. You'll find that way you need to get through the challenges you face.


2013-11-16 04:44:13

Without delving into details: Good luck!


2013-11-16 13:07:15

I sense the spirits are on your side, and you are not alone. I have faith you will make it through; you are a wonderful woman, and uncommonly gifted one at that. I believe that you have infinite possibilities; and if there is something in your way greet it with love, not anger or frustration.

I say, if anything, that to keep you in balance seek peace with a minute or two of deep breathing, seek light in your soul and let it all go. Just a few minutes of meditation can really help to align your chakra's and any imbalances can be healed. Sometimes it is possible to go into a deep trance, which often means that you no longer feel your body and only your mind -- I have only been able to achieve that once (it's difficult without regular practice). It's only a suggestion, you do not have to meditate, but I feel it can help you get through what seems to be the toughest of times for you.

Well, good luck in the future, and I have hope for you. Don't ever let hope go, that is our true disaster.

“There is a saying in Tibetan, ‘Tragedy should be utilized as a source of strength.’
No matter what sort of difficulties, how painful experience is, if we lose our hope, that’s our real disaster.”
― Dalai Lama - See more at: http://quotesnsmiles.com/quotes/50-dalai-lama-quotes/#sthash.oTiXYNSd.dpuf


2013-11-19 18:55:58

As long as this "fight" isn't you in a literal fight with you punching young children, then you have my best wishes.

I just hope that this fight isn't actually about a kid fighting cancer, cuz then I'm just gonna look and feel like a complete asshole for making that joke.

Troisnyx responds:

Rest assured, it is not *me* who is aggressing anyone, but if I fail this, I risk being aggressed in more ways than one.

It's not cancer, but I would say it's one of the scary things which is not cancer.


2013-12-01 23:43:15

I discovered your music v. recently and enjoy it very much. I'm sad to hear that you are going through something so hard. Whatever it is, all the best. Your music is beautiful. Whatever happens, you make a lot of people very happy :). Sometimes all to do is to take and enjoy and use every moment while one has it.

Troisnyx responds:

Thank you so much! <3 Thoughts and prayers for me on Wednesday, because it'll be the culmination of what it is I'm going through.


2013-12-02 04:30:56

Knowing very little of what is troubling you, I still pray that God gives you the grace and strength to fight whatever battle you face.

Troisnyx responds:

Thank you. Please especially step the prayers up Wednesday -- I will be needing it loads! x


2013-12-06 00:43:15

Best of luck in whatever is going on in your life right now, Trois. You're a very talented individual. I hope your current situation is resolved quickly.

Troisnyx responds:

Thank you... I should certainly hope that it is resolved for the better. x