Apologies for my absence. I know I had a lot of you worried about my welfare over the last month, but I was unable to reply in-depth up till now.
I cannot yet disclose what's going on and what had made me so suicidal at the start of August and sometimes even now. However, what I can say is that it's in the hands of the police and good people around me to help me.
For reasons of my safety, I've had to move away (not from Seán, but from someone else -- his mother's health is dwindling) to a new address, and I'm lacking a lot of my equipment. Production will be limited for the time being.
I'll still be on Skype as always, but I'm keeping myself to text and maybe perhaps audio chats. My uploads will be less frequent, and I will be relying on Seán to help me with uploads when they do come out. I will not be able to load WAVs over Instaudio. However, I should be able to resume my moderator duties. Seán has managed to hook me up with an internet connection via a MyFi defice. It's only 3G, but it gives me quite a bit of data.
The police are investigating what's happened. Suffice to say, I am the victim. One day, I hope to be able to tell you all the whole story. I am also receiving in-depth psychiatric help at this time.
The good news is, in spite of this new place (my friend's place) being messy and whatnot, he's a musician. Some of you may recognise his guitar playing from the Somewhere Out There project file. I have had quite a bit of healing while jamming alongside him and other musicians.
There is a drum kit here, but I'm unable to access it at this time. We're slowly clearing the mounds of stuff to get to it, though.